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Friday, July 1, 2011

Not born qualified, but has become qualified


My principles on life has always been 1. My God 2. My family 3.My career and health 4. Helping others succeed in their life goals.

In all my life, God has been very good to me. Never failed me. My purpose in life became clearer about 8 years ago. Today, many look at me and say of course you will say God is good . Why would you not say that? You have a great family that loves you, a great career and things are just great for you. To the glory of God, YES

I did not just find myself in motivation by chance, let me share my story. Been married to my husband for over 20years and blessed with four lovely children. My popular slogan, " the toughest challenge of my life has lead to my greatest inspiration" came at a period of anger, and a bad cross road of my life.

I was faced with a great challenged that made me so depressed, and questioned why a good God would allow something like that to happen to me. I cried, and cried and asked why, why , why? I was angry, I was bitter, and was very sad. For one year, I played the pity, victim mentality. I would go to church and while everyone is dancing and praising God, I look at them like what is making you happy? Kleenex tissue was my best friend then. Always crying and so angry that God would let the "evil people" strike like that.

Then one day, I met with CHRIST. I had a dream, and I saw Christ, who opened His hands wide and I went to Him, cried, and He whispered in my ears,"Welcome back into the Kingdom" I continued to cry, then He whispered to me, YOU ARE COMFORTED. Then, He told me, "WITH THE SAME COMFORT THAT I HAVE COMFORTED YOU, GO COMFORT OTHERS" When I woke up, I went to my bathroom, stood in front of the mirror and said,"Moment of discision,no more tears. Even if the devil did this to me to keep me quiet, it will be the reason why the world must hear me" I started playing gospel music and dancing that morning. My family thought, what a great transformation. I shared my dream with them, we all went to church and were very joyous. Many seeing me rejoicing were very happy and even rejoiced more.

My motivation came naturally after that. Having seen the goodness of God in my life, and how God is comforting us, it was very easy to share this with others. THere are many things that I do not understand. I do not know why many things happen. I know life is not fair sometimes. I have decided, that even though I do not understand why these things happen, I chose to believe in God. I refuse to be bitter, and I refuse to play the blame game. I chose to Look unto Christ, for all my affllictions were nailed on the cross years ago. I am not going to make myself heavy by carrying them after it was nailed to the cross.

Even when I wondered why a good God will let something bad happen, and how God can be glorified in such bad affliction, today, I see His Divine purpose. "But He knows the way that I take; When He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold". Job 23 verse 10

I have been comforted way beyond my wildest expectation. I am on a mission to comfort, inspire, and motivate others. Thats my anointing and that is the purpose of my creation. Many lives have been blessed so far. But it is still a drop in the ocean for the work that lies ahead of me.

Are you discouraged, disillusioned and very disappointed? Your heavenly Father knows what he is doing with your life. You will survive the fires of the furnace.

I was not born qualified, but I have become qualified to comfort, motivate, and inspire millions to reach their full potential. In the process, bringing millions to the knowledge of a loving God and into His righteous

Kingdom.

Addendum: As my testimony continues.

So on January 31 of January 2011, we lost my 8 year old son. It was a heavy blow on the family. My husband broke the news to me. I was in great shock, screaming, yelling, crying, rolling, banging. Hmmm a mother's love. Was in deep sorrow. Crying and calling my son's name. Oh what a day. Suddenly in the shock, I saw my daughter who was also rolling on the floor with me. What will my Lou want I asked myself. Definitely not this drama. At that moment, the presence of the Lord became heavy upon me. Instead of pains and sorrow, I felt peace. Peace, that I could not explain. We started to thank God for trusting us with his special angel for 8 years. It has indeed been a blessing. Many prayers, greetings, calls and encouragement came to us from all over the world. This we are very grateful. Indeed, Christ has comforted my family and I beyond our wildest expectation.

I was not born qualified, but I have become qualified to comfort, motivate, and inspire millions to reach their full potential. In the process, bringing millions to the knowledge of a loving God and into His righteous Kingdom.

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